This is my horrible day. yeah, the continuity of yesterday. I was cried. deep in cried. my Mom suggested me to join a Private College although I've got a Public College without any test yet. It caused my Mom thought that I will be unsecured if I take my Public College. just for info, my college is located in Bogor. It's nearby Jakarta, huh?? I don't know what is hell on my Mom's brain. for the God sake, I have never thought about a Private College before. I was quite satisfied with my college (IPB-Agricultural Institute of Bogor). even it just a Diploma degree. it doesn't matter for me. I got a Communication! I do love this major. but but but........ akrgh!
My Mom cried in front of me and tried to beg me for rejecting IPB. what a shit! I had transferred the money, three billion rupiahs. It much!!!!!!!!!!! but she said, "it's okay. it's not too much for me. I want you just to study here, Jakarta. I'm afraid of thieves and others fuckin' criminals"
oh c'mon, I am nearly 18 years old. Bogor is near!! lots of mass transportation from here to Bogor. I just think, if I get an opportunity to study aboard, my Mom will get suicide, I guess.
I don't wanna my Mom turns into a dictator Mom like others Mom outside. this is my life, and I could make my life like I want as well. please Mom, I'm confused.
lapaaarrrr
11 years ago
