Batu Karang Tidak Selamanya Tangguh.

I'm tired.

I'm off. I'm giving up. I don't wanna pursue my goals anymore.

I'm sick of rejections & failures. Couldn't agree more, this is pissed me off.

I. Don't. Get. Along. With. You. Anymore.

I don't get along with my family anymore. Seriously.

I've been devastated with my Dad. I hate him so much, beyond your imagination.

Have you ever felt of being betrayed with someone whom you respect so much? I have. Yea, my Dad. I-HATE-HIM.

I have wished for living & growing up in another family oneday.

I'm afraid of marriage eventually. :'-(

Weird. Combo Dreams.

11th July in the early morning.

Oh Lord.
This morning is shocking me quite terribly. I had a nightmare and umm... sweet dream in one night.

Mimpi buruknya : entah mengapa tiba-tiba nyokap gue nyuruh putus kuliah! IS IT A SIGN? I repeat, IS IT A SIGN GOD??!
Reaksi gue, langsung bangun dan bengong terus tidur lagi. Ya, keadaan financial keluarga gue emg lagi carut marut. Makanya gue mati matian nyari2 job sekarang. Blah!

Mimpi indahnya : tiba-tiba di telpon Tyo (Produser 'Clubsky' Trax FM Jakarta) buat interview (gue agak bingung interview apa, yg jelas kyk interview kerja) by phone dan ON AIR di acara Clubsky. Whatta......!!!
I don't expect it too much. Nothing to loose. I'm giving up, honestly.


Xoxo,

N